what we see

1)  Everyday, but yesterday in gerneral I noticed something that commonly occurs in every class but however it was more clearer due to the fact that you, neuf weren't there.  I'll be completely honest, yesterday was one of my worst P.E classes considering that my right calf was cramping up and hurting so i sat a little less than half the class on the side. I also noticed that the ruthless guys were really trying and participating in the game but unfortunatley  were swearing a little too much and playing that annoying app a bit. aside from that, mostly everyone tried and played except the girls could have done more, amd the 'nice' guys couldve tried more.


2)  for the most part the class likely saw the same , however they might've seen a kid BSing and just sitting off because he's too lazy to play. but i actually was hurt so i know I wasn't trying to avoid playing. the girls like always probably thought most of the guys as the clowns we act like.

3)I feel sorry for the TOC because unlike you, he doesn't understand or know us like you do. Looking through his eyes, he was probably horrified.  the way the guys were swearing and not listening would've angered and frusturated him. Now Im not trying to exlude myself from the immaturity, but yesterday i did not swear or anything. i was kind of out of zone and focused on reducing the agony of my cramping leg. but if he got to know us , oribably things would be easier for all of us.

4)  i think neuf sees a group of potential kids whom some need a little push amd some who need a lot of help.  in my opinion, neuf could see guys who need to stop swearing but focus more on their workouts.

5) I feel like I don't do enough to make class better for others and myself. its not like i dont do anything because i try to help out the others who are lost or who dont know what theyre doing (weightroom). Yesterday I just talked to him briefly on his background and his day. I could've gave him an insight on how most of the class were , like how us guys tend to swear a lot and goof off sometimes. i was however on time yesterday !